it was 17th of June

BEP

Once again .. someone had left behind us .. he is my granpa.. He left .. umm .. maybe he is enjoying his new lives in somewhere called heaven or what /..\ Its been a long time my granpa had fought with the cancer ... sigh.. the cancer cells were grown in the tongue of his mouth ... Doctor said that was a cancer swell .. it will grow larger day by day ... I must do an operation to cut off the cancer swell but... my granpa is a diabetic /..\ and he is advanced ages. We were not agree to take risk .. because my granma was worried about the operation... If the operation failed, my granpa will leave earlier ... aix.. so.. what can we do ?? we ain't doctor, we ain't pharmacist, what we could help ?? My mother and my aunts have tried many ways to heal my granpa ... but it could not help. My granpa became thiner day by day... that was due to the cancer swell was growing day by day in his mouth .. the swell had blocked his sore throat. He couldn't eat and even drink also suffering /..\ sighed ... few days ago... he had no energy to stand, to walk, to drink, to bath ... At the moment, granma was looking after granpa 24 hours .. she also became weaker than before due to she did not sleep well and eat well. /..\

in the morning of 17th of June
My granpa slept on the bed . And he was resting peacefully, leaving behind us quietly ... looking at my granma appearance i could see her sad, i could see her heart was bleeding ... try to think, how will you feel if you lost your beloved who had accompanied you to pass through your entire lives... remember when we were young... what we did ... what we have promised to our partner.. what we have eaten in the nerest mall.. what movies we have watched together... That were all in granma's memory... that was the sweetest memories.. the only memory between her and granpa .. It has became the most valuable legacy of granpa to granma . Ya. granma could receive it. =)
My granpa used to be a driver of Selangor bus.. I heard from my Mummy, he always wearing a singlet to work and drink a cup of tea everyday. In my memory, granpa has a good smile. He doesn't want anyone to worry him when he was sick. He also felt so sorry to granma when she was taking care if him. Now he was left, do you still have a change to take care of him ?
spread your loves* everytime.

My granpa died 83 years old .. his name is teh kim sai.. 郑金思. A very good name right ?