Saturday, November 20, 2010

Newcomer

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Ya, thx to the ones who viewed my blog ..
visiting this blog will totally know who I am ... haha.
so thx for yall always support the BEP production.. ~ soon, this blog will be supported officially by Google, Twitter, and Facebook as well. =D I am just kidding only actually .. hehe..
Yea, my fren, nice to be here again. After my UEC exam now, I am feeling so good now ~! A brand new me, stressless, my lives is just full of fun and entertainment ^^ Yeah !
umm.. I really enjoy this holiday . =) feel free to do anything now. I attended lot of gathering , umm .. I really miss'em a lot . I don't hope to lost em ... Hope they will rmb me forever.. My name is WingShen ar .. Bepu* =) haha. I really hope to chill out with my all my frenz and tell em how miss em I am. keke.=D

so far, this holiday is quite amazing, so let me tall you now ^^
~Prom Night
Wow, lots of Leng zai and Hot Chicks xD haha. all the way from Jln Ipoh Chong Hwa actually, but after CH girls make up, are totally different from usual, and of course not all of em, some of em.. umm... look scary after make up .. hehe.. sry.
my 6th time perform on the stage.. but not good enough .. sigh ... because I only have 2 days to prepare the 4 minutes routine ... TT But overall, I satisfied.
after Prom, overnight at fubin's house for two days !!

~Social Networking, Sports.
~YenYou and YuanJi overnight at my house. - swimming, chinese chess, poker, mahjong.
~Gathering, HanJie, Patrick, KienHan, Snoey, YenYou, Me . -1U, HarryPotter nice movie =)
~YueLing B'day celebration,eve - Nelson Tan,that day - DesaPark City.
~WenLiangGang Badminton Open - Me partner FuBin, Men's Double, Quarter Finale we step out.

sleepy /..\
goodnitex*everyone

God Blessed.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I am alive , but not at all

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haa..xD I noticed tat emptygirl came to my site and left a comment . hee...
THX for ur comment. Your comment ignited this site again ... Actually I slightly forget this blog ad ... haaa. so , I should come here frequently as my fren is still supporting me .. =) keke..
Well, what to say ? Recently I realize that what lives is ? I questioned myself everyday .. the reason why I ask myself bout this question is because I have no time to prepare my UEC .. so I am thinking bout my future ..
If I failed to get the better results in UEC what I will be in the future ? I will be closed into a BOX.. the box has no candle and LED lights .. waitin GOD to rescue me .. And back to GOD finally -.- Before this, I think will walk through many unpleasant things . Just like something that is unlikely to happen... For example, ppl who you are caring for will leave you unpredictably... sighed ...etc.. Yet, your UEC exam. No one knows what will happen on next . I was regret not to study hard in the begining of Form6 .. Just a few days to prepare UEC, Iam still blogging recklessly.. I totally fed up @@ Although the text books aren't thicker than SPM ones, the hardness is twice of SPM level ... =( Somebody helps me to get through this month TT After this month My lives will be more pleasure and leisure .. sighed.. Other than that , My b'day is on November ^^ yea ! haha..

Maybe , I should be more optimistic.. sigh .. but this is lives .

Friday, July 30, 2010

what a shame ..

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ya .. here you are ... I can express my boiling blood feeling now ...
grrrrrrrrr !!!! argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay .. I think I am okay now .... but I still can't calm down myself ... bcoz .. it was really unacceptable... so stupid .. foolish ! stubborn ! shit ! brainless ! skilless ! non-stamina ! all rude !!! argh !! how could we lose it ?? who messed up the competition ?? hey , dun blame anyone plz.. blame yourself as well ... TT
ya ... blame myself ..... so rude and stupid performance .. sry 6SRen .. Acutally we deserve to win the match ... but we din take the great opportunity ... TT what a waste .. stupid me ... argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiyak !!!!! =( so sad and sick ..... =(

GOD blessed me ** TT

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I apologize =(

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this is gonna tell you that I am sucks >< very very sucks ><
I lost two games, 4 sets in semi finale .... 0 for winning a set =( how sux I am .. i don't know how to express my opportunity, but the feeling like .... oh no ! how long have you been playing for badminton /...\ how come you will lose huh ??? sighed ..it means what I am plying every Wednesday is thrash and wasting money as well =( no stamina , no skill , no power , I got nothing to beat my opponent =( I am sorry to 6SRen ... I am so disappointed ... I know all of you are ..
I blame myself why still Jogging when P.E. class =( I have ran about 7 rounds on the arena .. I feel regretful for doing that ... I am not supposed to do so .. this will cause my energy leakage , and this is one of the reasons that caused me to lose at the badminton court X.X oh no ... I made everyone down .../..\...

what I can say is .. =(
Sorry .... TT

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

America's Best Dance Crew (Season 5) | Ep. 12 | Champions For Charity

America's Best Dance Crew (Season 5) | Ep. 12 | Champions For Charity: "All five seasons' champions return for incredible one-off performances for charity. JabbaWockeeZ, Supercr3w, Quest Crew, We Are Heroes and our newly minted fifth season champion Poreotix all take the stage for this incredible exhibition."

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Saturday, June 19, 2010

it was 17th of June

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Once again .. someone had left behind us .. he is my granpa.. He left .. umm .. maybe he is enjoying his new lives in somewhere called heaven or what /..\ Its been a long time my granpa had fought with the cancer ... sigh.. the cancer cells were grown in the tongue of his mouth ... Doctor said that was a cancer swell .. it will grow larger day by day ... I must do an operation to cut off the cancer swell but... my granpa is a diabetic /..\ and he is advanced ages. We were not agree to take risk .. because my granma was worried about the operation... If the operation failed, my granpa will leave earlier ... aix.. so.. what can we do ?? we ain't doctor, we ain't pharmacist, what we could help ?? My mother and my aunts have tried many ways to heal my granpa ... but it could not help. My granpa became thiner day by day... that was due to the cancer swell was growing day by day in his mouth .. the swell had blocked his sore throat. He couldn't eat and even drink also suffering /..\ sighed ... few days ago... he had no energy to stand, to walk, to drink, to bath ... At the moment, granma was looking after granpa 24 hours .. she also became weaker than before due to she did not sleep well and eat well. /..\

in the morning of 17th of June
My granpa slept on the bed . And he was resting peacefully, leaving behind us quietly ... looking at my granma appearance i could see her sad, i could see her heart was bleeding ... try to think, how will you feel if you lost your beloved who had accompanied you to pass through your entire lives... remember when we were young... what we did ... what we have promised to our partner.. what we have eaten in the nerest mall.. what movies we have watched together... That were all in granma's memory... that was the sweetest memories.. the only memory between her and granpa .. It has became the most valuable legacy of granpa to granma . Ya. granma could receive it. =)
My granpa used to be a driver of Selangor bus.. I heard from my Mummy, he always wearing a singlet to work and drink a cup of tea everyday. In my memory, granpa has a good smile. He doesn't want anyone to worry him when he was sick. He also felt so sorry to granma when she was taking care if him. Now he was left, do you still have a change to take care of him ?
spread your loves* everytime.

My granpa died 83 years old .. his name is teh kim sai.. 郑金思. A very good name right ?

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I think ....

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I think this is the only place that i can feel save ... >< ... haih .. recently I am facing trouble ... it started when i was finished my computer camp .. >< ya a meaningful and endless computer camp .. I have learned more about computer in the camp .. since i have participated the camp .. I have met a lot of Singaporeans .. they are nice and friendly, the most importantly is they can speak English fluently but i can't of course this is not at all .. furthermore, I could meet the independent high schools' students ... most of them are boys, just a few of girls .. through the camp .. I fully know that I am just a stone in a dessert .. the lecturers are all from Singapore, but they are the original Malaysians before. One of them, my group leader, Carmen Cheah , she is a genius. Now, she is studying Computer Science in NUS, she same to my age. All of the lecturers are originally from National University of Singapore(NUS), I was so proud I could meet the Masters of computing. What can I say ? They are very pro in computing >< haih ... they are my idol .. the knowledge of computing that they shared with us are interesting and useful to those who wants to further study in field of computing . Ya, I hope that was me >< It's a distance to me to archieve their standard >< this is because I don't have a smart brain like'em ...umm ... maybe I am a stupid fellow as well.. >< this is really a good chance to those wants to study in NUS .. because they need a lot of specialist in this field =) then do I need to consider to study abroad at Singapore ? aix .. my heart 6s and 7s ... >< wth... this is really a good chance .. they need a computer specialist ... time to go man ! if you are really interested ... why don't you go for it ? oh mannn !! >< haih ..

"I am not afraid to stand ! "

Saturday, May 29, 2010

wulah !

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its been a long long time I did not update my Originality blog ... I am so sorry my reader(s) ..
actually I do not know I got how many readers ... 1 or 2, If worse , 0 ? hmmph ... got sad nia .. hehe... Hi Lo Blogger .... I am back to revive my blog .. hmm... since my mid-year exam has over ... I think my future is as dark as a black hole, oh gosh ! I think my average marks will get under 55; how sad if my parents know about this ... this is such a shit results !! aikz... Do i need to jump from KLCC or even higher than that ?? I am sorry weih, I should not find any excuses for myself .. becoz why other ppl can score 99 almost full marks in physics but I can't ?? Why YuanJi can score 78 in Chemistry but I can't ? I think I have to do a lil soul searching ....shit me ! I dont know what I've done ... it was like a thrash ! Now, I can feel that how scary when my results paper hand over to my hands .... omGOD TT I am so afraid now ... haiyo ... why it is so hard to study in Form 6 .. every subjects can be so hard like hell ... especially English Language .. It is over my standard as well ....I can't catch up what ...
it is really a nightmare when I get my results paper X.x
"time to die ."said myself ...

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

time and tide wait for no man "

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"time and tide wait for no man " this is what my English teacher always tell us ^^
haha.xD this is right ... when time goes by ... no one can stop it and it will not stop until you go ... for exp. when you are sleeping ...(you have stopped working except your brain) the time is still tik-tok-ing, hence, you can't do anything to stop it unless you take your time to finish your work ! So, time wait no man. how about woman ? does time wait for woman ? xD haha.(==)
umm. well, 6 months later I will be sitting for my UEC exam ... this is a tough exam >< sigh.. I don't even think my results will be better than my SPM..If I did, that's not me. Even though I pay so much attention in the class ... but the results never pay for me >< sigh... I ask myself, will I get my graduated certificate ?? I don't even think so ... I am afraid I will be sitting there and watching my classmates graduated. And there is a possibility that I will be the one who can't graduated in high school ... TT How sad .. I wasted my parent's money and my youth ><
so ... I am racing with time everyday now ... >< My chemistry teacher told us not to watch TV program because it will take our time to nothing ... I totally agree for that ... I think watching TV program is just an entertainment to me ... I will not get any knowledge from that ... So ... I used my time to sleep ... but then .. YiQing told me that "why are you sleeping when you are free ?? You can sleep more than you can when you are died ! " ==" omg ! I have no idea when i heard that .. however, its true... unluckily man, the God creation, has limited energy to work ....
umm... this is why i am blogging now ... because I try not to sleep so much .. haha.. I want to finish my POST 1st .. =)
haha...

GOoD LUCk bepu* ^^
I wish you all da BeST !!
sweet dreamzzzZZZz.. =D

Friday, March 12, 2010

SPM hotz hotz results ! !

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0A+
1A
2A-
3B+
2B
0B-
0C+
2C
0C-
what a shame results >< haih .... my future is full of darkness !!!
However, I am so happy when I knew my physics get A !! wakaka xD
My SPM results have proven that I really strong enough to stay at science stream !!
wuuu huuu !! haha.xD I only get 3As ... >m< Physics, Add.Maths, Maths !!
hehe...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Form 6 life ~~

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umm... form 6 ~ omg .. is not a good life ~ very busy all day and night ~
so on , next thursday the freaky results will hand over my hand ... ><
haih ... looking back to the wall of my room ~ I have pasted a paper that I have written down my own results (ESTIMATE by myself) ~
I have estimated I will get 2As only >< so sad .... Maths & P.Moral ...
hope these two objects wont let me dwn TT
so far I am trying to change my lifestyle to cope with the crazy Form 6's life....
hope this will work . And, I think this is the only way I can get through this busy life busy life easily ><

Friday, February 19, 2010

2010 Chinese New Year Trip !!

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haha.xD
whole CNY is very busy ooo ...
haha.xD
most of you will go to take ang pau. lou shang. rest at home .... bla bla..
>< haha... I hope I can rest at home also, however, I aint free as you all ..
hehee.... because I have an amazing trip is waiting for me .. xD
hahaha... I am going to Indonesia-Bali ^^
yes .. that is . very excited hor ??
haha... yall go to take ang pau la.. I go to meet my Sunny Day, Beach, Wonderful view, all surrounded !! woo hoo .. damn nice . I ♥ BALI =D
see photo .. ~~

Friday, February 12, 2010

HappY ChinesenewY !!

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so sxcited !!! Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy ~~~ !!
very very very HAPPY !! xD
hehehehehe..
I am going abroad on this Chinese New Year !! Bali - 3-day-2-night =D
19th and 20th....is going to Bentong to do research......
What A Happy Chinese New Year !!
hehehehe..
wish you a Happy Chinese New Year ^^

QS - trip

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today is a beautiful day ~~
^^ you know why ??
bcoz .. I am going to meet Qing* ^^
hahahahaha.xD so happy ~~ hehehe..
so so so excited leh ... I am very very happy eh ^^
I went to chow kit to meet her ... haha.xD
both of us were just back from school ... she is a beautiful girl ^^
hehe.. totally adorable .. afterwards . we went to titiwangsa... beacuse I need to look for the ticket for Bentong ^^ because 19th , 20th of February I am going there to do research =D then, we did take taxi to Sungei Wang .... it costs RM10 to reach there !! not quite, is very expensive you know ... =x actually we went there for nth but we have eaten a lunch at there.... x.x not a very economics lunch ... taste bad and damn expensive !!! Sungei Wang is not a good place to us >< got many la la zai and la la mui >< I hate them >< so I decided to leave thete as soon as possible ><
we went back to Chow Kit again .... we did take Metro all the way back to Mutiara ..
... suddenly, It was raining cats and dogs !! omg .. I was afraid I would lost at Kota Raya >"< luckily Qing* did bring her umbrella ... then two of us crossed the road with umbrella ...finally we found the bus station ....
haha.xD we talked a lot in the Metro bus ... when we reached at mutiara, it's almost 5pm ad luuu.... thn we walked at mutiara .. hehe.. walked and talked = walkie-talkie xD
kekeke....
5.15pm dismissed luu....
=D

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Haha !!

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I am very happy !! xD
haha. although 2mlo having analytic geometry test !!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

I met tyan ! aha

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today .. koay was coming bak to meet her society buddies... and come to meet YuanJi to wish him a happy b'day ! hehe..
thn hor ..
YuanJi and YenYou went to da gei lo .. counter strike wor...
I cant join em la .. because I got many things to busy ma ..
so .... I stay at school to have a meeting about 'Xing Chun Miao Hui'
I saw st.john was having an event at canteen... so I called nantyan lo ...
see whether she was there or not .. haahaa.. I saw her !!
woohoo... she was sweating ... hehe.
we keng gai lo..
and I taken a photo with her ....
.. she is angry with YuanJi jor ..
hehe...
aiya ...
I dont have enough time to complete this post ad .. ><

(this post will be continue when bepu author is free =D)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

My ForM siX

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so far so bad.... this is what I can say to describe this year ....
very very suffer ... busy all time ... no more fun, no more energy to play,
no more time to hang out with my friends >< sighed ... help me get through this worst
situation ar... haih ...so .. why am I so busy ???
I need to list out first ....

1st ~ this year . I am in-charged to assist the physics society ....
although I am not the chairman .. but my job is to assist chairman.
not "fu zhu xi" ... is "shu li zhu xi" I ain't really like to be a chairman ....
because I will be very busy busy busy lo. However, I am giving helps to the chairman all the time .. cause she really duno what should she do and she duno how to solve those problems. she needs to practice de.. I ain't selfish and I given her many advices and many ideas ... I also lectured her how to manage a society. she are willing to learn too. I am so happy to see that. ^^ by the way, to me, I dont want to see my physics society collapses and always looked down by other societies .. I want to prove that the physics society will be more tougher and more interested and more fun when it is under my management. I must prove it ! God Blessed Me !

2nd ~ unfortunately ... I am the class monitor of 6Sren >< omg .... so many kecil kecil punya stuffs I need to do ... not really important to me but very important to our class ... I almost spent my recess time to gao dim those stupid and lame lame stuffs ... aix... I am very hungry you know ... aiyo. who knows I am hungry ? sighed. I got no enough time ad ar ..... I still got homework need to do lo .....
haih....

3rd ~ science camp of 2010 !! I am the assistant chairman ! walau A ... the topics still haven come out yet lo . what to do ? where to go ? what plan do you have ??
my brain blanked lo .. aiyoo .. "fan si ren !!!" fai fai gau dim la ... okay mei you ?? >< very xing ku leh .......


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