HAPPY B'DAY QIQI !!

0725. haha.xD today is keikei b'day ! once again happy birthday to qiqi ..
hehe. we have known each other one year lo ..... xD haa.
today we plan to go to jusco to celebrate with her ....
we eat korean foods in metro prima... its delicious... and we play around there..
we've eaten 120++ i guess .. hee. so valuable ... because the dishes are tasty and big ! keke..
afterward we go shopping in jusco .. actually only those girls go shopping only ... me , yuanji yenswee sit at the bench and waiting for em lo .... haih ... dem gals like shopping so much ..
haa. we guys sit at there and keng gai lo .. joking lo .. gossip lo ... haa. and watching videos ...
kekeke...
when tyan ask where you guys want to go ? yuanji ans play basketball shooting lo ....
i thought that thy will follow lo... but thy never... ==" those gals want to shopping again ...
fine, we guys go upstairs and play lo ... haha.xD we play ice hockey and many games at there ...
ply until crazy ... !! haha. keep laughing and shouting... cause the ice hockey really syiok to play ! we enjoy so much ... haha.. I am the big winner in ice hockey !! yenswee an yuanji very behgai leh .... hehe.. the times never wait for you... suddenly 7pm is coming lo...
all of us gtg ad ... tyan call me and tell me where thy are and want me go to meet em =.=
haih ... this is not wad i want ...

i expect that today will be a very happy day to us .... i thought we will play until crazy and tired .. but we did not play together and shopping togeher ... we seperate to boys and girls ... sigh ... apa hal o ... the feeling not as last year ad lo .. the world keep on running, our relationship keep on paling... or i am wrong ? i know that they are going to be mature now and dont want to try to talk some nonsense and do some daiB ... and we are not at the same class now.... sigh ... we are just too far apart now .... i dont know qiqi enjoy this day or not or she really dont need the boys to come around .. ?? i really got abit want to go back when we reach at jusco ... cause they keng their thang and leave the boys at back ... sigh ... hurt .... the girls heartless .....

I just can say... all of us are going to grow up now ... after this year ... I think we will never meet together again .. TT sobs . i really cannot feel that we are a gang again ... no care no love no fun no formal communicate no support between us ... i think i want to learn to be more independent .... never hope that someone will go to support you or even say a halo warmly to you ....
sigh ... be tough and independent !
now , no one will come and support me ... no one will proud of me ... they just come around me to chui shui and talking something nonsense to me lo ... or zat me lo .. say i am wai say i am dirty say i am bakchyi lo ... and many that i dont like to hear ...
sigh ..
many things have changed alot ... I have to find my neway to get out of here .... cause I am sure that yall are far apart from me... yall cant accept the way i live... yall dont like i am playing around whole day ....

sigh .. .. I am not happy now .......
okay .. finally I really hope that QiQi will have a great day today ! and live happily !! keke .
happy belated birthday ! QiQi hope you know that we are the best best friend ever !!

~ friendship forever my friends ~
( tyan , keikei , yuanji , yenswee , sotong , me )
i miss the days we being together ....
bye ~ the feeling , relationship between us ..

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owh .. recently keep checking the video from urban groove ...
i did watch my performance at global business park for the charity dance of NKF .
obviously i did very bad on the stage ... my moves were like a rock and not enough enjoyed ...
sigh ... nervous leh ... damn ugly when i dancing ... i hate it !! i hope i can improve it ...

this week is busy for the society stuff ... lots of tests and lots of activity ...
Yup. I am sick and tired of those exam ... cause I am lazyyyzz.... and... i have put more effort on my study ...........I also cant get the good results TT... aiyo... why I am so stupid one...
brainless TT aix ..
next, the huan song hui really troubled me a lot... fuu.. keep thinking wad should i buy for the form6 students .... and many many stuff need to do .... owh ... !! hard !!
someone help me and give me support ........
i need more motivation ....
......

and ..
0718 i did go bon odory with my bro and my sis ... haa... its sudden...
after the event ... i did follow my bro went to klang to enjoy our supper !!! haha.xD
that saturday really unexpectable !! keke...

a good day !

yeah .. today is 12th of july ...
then you know yesterday is 11th of july ! you know wad day isit ??
haa.xD that day is the day i performes at global business park !!
its hard o believe i still can take part for the performance .. a charity dance for National Kidney Foundation (NKF) thx Sidney.. cause you still let me to perform although its just a little part of the show, its enough to me =) before that i didn't come for the full rehearsal for two times ad .
11th July ,
after school i did find Jun Nin, thy called him usher, i followed him go back to home . His house at kelana jaya there ... we took around one hour to reach his house... (tired huh ? )
after the preparation ... Max did come to fetch us to go to the Global Business Park which is our performance location... when i reached there .. i saw Joel practising his boogaloo solo part .. woww that was sick ! and with his leng leng shirt and his stylish head !! leng zai and cool i can say . two hours later... the show was began !!
oh my gosh .. my heart beat is going fast... i was panic .. i am very nervous .... omg..
yeah .. is my turned to kill the stage ! i tried to enjoy and not to think too much ...
yeah yeah yeah... the music playing ... so far i think my solo is okay okay only ... but the routine.... haih... sucks man ! i missed the step(s) !!!! aiyerrrr !!! geramnya ! i hate that part !!
i hate myself ... don't know why i am so panic ... missed the steps like shit !!!
imma shit ! i hate it ... i cant accept it ! ! haih...
okay ... after that ... i tried not to think about it ... cause the show was just began ... still got two hours show... no doubt that jun nin popping animation is cool and robotics ...
haa. xD he is a good dancer ...
ya... i enjoyed the show very much .... got many different types of dance i did see ...
hee. popping, locking, breaking, light dancing, belley dancing, hip hop girl stylez , wackin', reggae, new jack swing ....... wow .. and mony others .... even krumping also !!

now , i realise... i am still a noob dancer.... still got many many many skill, moves, attitude, expression, technique need to learn ... wow... you must enjoy it ... haa.xD

after the event .... we cheered .. we got the free slurrrpy .. and many many kuih-muih !
haa.xD i enjoyed the foods well ... cheers !!!
hehe.. ya ... the show the e.n.d. thank you very much !!
i am happy .. hahaha..
i know many dancers there ...
keke.. hope can learn with yall !

i went back at 2am....
my father did scolded me this morning ... cause i have late to wake up to go churching ...
sorry daddy ...

tired ~~~

a long time i din update my blog.... its okay .. cause no one know my blog is on this site ...
fuuu... fighting a long time for my mid-year exam ... but the results aren't satisfied obviously.. but its under my estimated ... TT my friends all get 62++ or higher ... keikei and sotong .. both of em very hardworking on this year ... they are quite clever ....
today is july 1st... goodbye june .. this year has been going for a half ... SPM is coming soon ...
recently i realised that my classmates isn't hardworking since they did take their results paper ...
and I am busy for many things... society's, performances', outdoor activities' and housework...
Tuesday I have to go to play badminton with my buddies ... Wednesday I have to go to practise my dancing moves, Thursday I got tuition and prepare for the next day society, Friday I got society and tuition after society .. Saturday I have to play ping-pong with my daddy or outta with my football freakies !! haa.xD Sunday I have to go to Church on morning ... then tuition again .. after that i have to practise the sing singing of poet ... cause got a performance on August ... the kepong mehodist 25th anniversary ! ! God blessing ..

wu la ! this is my daily life ... quite exciting right ?? but very tired ... and the time for reading must be sacrisfied .... I hope got 48hours a-day .. so I got enough time to sleep ..xD yeah !

hope my life will go on lively ... !

this Saturday need to rehearse again ... ROUTINE ! late going home again...
daddy mummy dont angry a.... I wll fully wake up on the next day .. thrust me !!

this July 11 .. I got a performance on PJ ... the performance is for the National Kidney Foundation (NKF) a fundarising event.

Date : 11th July 2009 (Saturday)

Time : 7:00pm – 10:00pm

Venue : Global Business Park,Section 19 PJ.

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